Letter to myself

My life passes in front of my eyes
people stay here or go forever
and I don't know why
tell me Really I know how to live
cause i'ts easier feels mad than better
Some hard words just have been taken
from some doctors of the life
and what everybody thinks can be
It's reason for why i came here
I still having time
But it's all so wrong
I need to repair what I did
I need to repair what I want

Thinking how nice will be the day
if all good feelings
become a friend of our dust
maybe doing something to ourselves
or just writing some happy words
And you have to justify your life
so live it up
Truth is getting closer
what I've done up till now
I don't believe, I'm bound
to turn a scream without sound
around this down town
Youth this a'int dream
then wake up fast now
and wake up fast kid
What I've done up till now
some times i feel
in the right time but
in the wrong place
wake up fast kid
and live your life
every day, every time
of your fucking life
So live it up!