Going nowhere

I'm going nowhere
I can't move forward
I'm so much colder than I've been
Since the October
When we were closer
And it was love that we were in
If I was a smarter man
I'd understand
I'm alone when I look in the mirror
We said our goodbyes then
But I close my eyes and
You're still here

I'm going nowhere
Just getting older
Watching the whole world pass me by
Against better reason
I take memories in
Sit back and repeat them every night

And maybe I stay too long
Overplay this song
I don't mind, I'm inclined to agree
If I'm going nowhere
Then there is nowhere I'd rather be

I wonder if she remembers anything
The way that I do her
I wonder if pre-September ever was a way we were

If I'm going nowhere
Then there is nowhere I'd rather be

I wonder if she remembers anything
The way that I do her
I wonder if pre-September ever was a way we were
It's all a blur

I'm going nowhere
You said it's over
Still I look forward to the fall
Another October
I'm sorry I know you're
Expecting a less than sober call
And maybe you're right, I'm scared
And my go-nowhere-ing
Is making it hard to believe
That I'm going nowhere
And there is nowhere I'd rather be

If you could just show where
I can go nowhere
That's where I'll be