When the dreams died

At night I swim the dark depths
so hard so much of it
oceans drown feelings somewhere
time is not a friend
hearts got empty and don't remember
I cannot fly anymore
the dreamed lands remain far from here
mysterious and unknowing
I can understand so much
I remember only one moment
when the dreams died
and when they left only heavens wept
from the clouds with rain
the thoughts have fallen down
the dreams have fallen down
no way leads to the stars now
no thought will ever enrapture
I dissapear in darkness
no thinking of words of freedom
everything I forgot somewhere