Heavy heart

I can’t do it, I can’t confide, I can’t see the signs anymore
For a moment yeah I thought you were mine, but I guess that I’ve been wrong before
I’m getting with it, I’m getting in line, now don’t you know I’m always on the run
Well I’m scared and I don’t know why, now what am I running from?
And then again

I can’t do it, I can’t relate, now can you guess what I am thinking of
And all these things that they taught me to hate, that’s all I ever, ever really loved
Yeah I get you and you get me fine, I’ll play along, I’ll get on with the game
I’ll build it up like a funeral pyre, I’ll burn it all down again
And then you say

“I know it’s been just an hour or two
It feels like I’ve been forever with you
Love turns into lust, like a dream
Just like a curse, whatever’s in between”

And just when I thought you were already gone
The DJ, he goes and starts playing our favorite song
I drank too much and all these strangers keep wearing your face
This heavy heart, it won’t go away

I can’t do it, I’ll fall apart, I can’t do it all over again
It always feels like I’m trying too hard, so eagerly desperate to fit in
But I’m with you, I’m in for the ride, I’ll thrown my tiny fists into the brawl
We’ll speed it up to the greatest heights, we’ll crash and burn from the fall
And then you say

“I know it’s been just an hour or two
It feels like I’ve been forever with you
Love turns into lust, like a dream
Just like a curse, do you know what I mean?”

And just when I thought you were already gone
The DJ, he goes and starts playing our favorite song
I drank too much and all these strangers keep wearing your face
This heavy heart, it won’t go away