Search me not

The pain, the lies they multiplied
It got too much for me
I have locked myself inside
And swallowed up the key

I've closed the lights
I talk all night
I'm such good company
Don't call me at home
I cut the phone
I'm as I wanna be

Search me not, please
Search me not
The door bell
It hurts my ears
I nailed my hands
To the ground
I feed on my blood and tears

I have tried
To socialize
It always got me down
Deceived and hurt
By the ones I loved
Why should I stick around?

Search me not, please
Search me not
The door bell
It hurts
I nailed my hands
To the ground
I feed on my blood

Search me not, please
Search me not
I am living such a beautiful thing
I nailed my hands
To the ground
I'm growing myself some wings

I like
To be
Alone
I do
I love
The loneliness