The ugly face of pain

The ugly face of pain has stucked me again
I find myself bleeding
I found myself crying

My slashed soul drop tears
It all fuck of fear
Won't is my believe destroying beliefs

Sorrow loneliness oppression
Why that's the question

I just wanna be free
And give the old bad things
That keeping happening to me
Until my dreams come true

Will turn me to another nightmare
And nobody really cares

I feel the ugly face of pain
But after there's no gain
Just another tortuous day
I wish I couldn't have another way

My face is ugly and sad
My body is weak and dead
Every time hard find back
When I think on my past

I have all my own living in hell
Inside of my heart are the devils
Look at myself and see a sick old tree