Find your own light

I raise my eyes towards heaven and try to reach the sun
Cause having caught one sunbeam it´s warmth will resurrect me
But suddenly clouds appear
Clouds cover the sun
My world is cold again
My heart is cold again
My body is frozen again
With every day you leave me standing in the cold
I build up a warmth deep in my heart
And sooner or later the day will come on which i create my own sun
My heart my sun will be shining all day without sunrise or sunset an eternal light
And you shall never be able to sleep nights
I take a look inside myself and try to reach for my own sun
Sunbeams deep inside me and now their warmth can resurrect me
My sun in all its splendour from the bottom of my heart will cast some light on your track
But can you find your own way back
Now it's up to you not to get lost