Nicotine and alcohol saved my life

Dear brother i have never asked this much of you
Could you please just take my other and show them how much i care

Hiding under the blanket behind the chair
Theres something that screams this seems so unfair
But we're all gona feel better tommorow
And thats a feeling that you can only borrow
Just take a deep breathe
Take in the air of a lifelong nightmare

(we'll just have to learn to forget about this)
I would never last a day without you
But id do anything to take it back

We'll just have to learn to forget about this

I'm not changing my mind with the seasons
Cos winter has broken, and I'll be the first one, to lose my head

Tie me to a broken eyelid itched with razors
My dear brother is bound up in cages, and rages
Nothing will ever get worse than this right now
Because a deep breathe is out of reach somehow

We'll just have to learn to forget about this

I'm not changing my mind with the seasons
Cos winter has broken, and ill be the first one, to lose my head

Because a list of difficult reasons
Just isn't enough for someone like me
For someone like me
Because I've never sold myself away to a sailor at sea

I'm not changing my mind with the seasons
Cos winter has broken, and I'll be the first one, to lose my head

I never had a single cigarette that I didn't enjoy
And all the dreams leave such a bitter taste on my tongue
Despite the smell of an old aged man, im young at heart
If I was to have just one more day, I'd make sure that i spent it without you