Euphoric loss

Finding myself, walking away
My mind was still, still for days
Trying to make some pointless sense
But my love will stay with you, till my dying day

When I inflict the knife in myself
As I walk through the ancient halls of the abyss
My mind boils with grief
As I await the tranquillity of a kiss

I didn't think I could suffer as much as this
As they took my soul and burnt my skin
I didn't want to make time stand still
But time took control of me, and struck my will

The seas turned to blood
To kill with power and hunger
With valour to maintain
We fear the flesh and the power it holds

Finding myself walking away
My mind was still, still for days
Trying to make some pointless sense
But my love will stay with you till my dying day

Feeding my angered euphoria
Sensations of a deep, deep grave
My eyes are going up in flames
As I walk away, and restore what there is
there is to save