Falling apart

I don't believe what a fool I've been
Crashing into your lives again and again
One day Ill repair broken thoughts in my head
I pinch my skin there's no feeling

Choking under a shadow of pain
Am I going insane? Does it matter

chasing off to what never been real
tell me why do I feel im together

I'm not falling in love
I'm falling apart
and I'm getting confused
Cause I'm loosing my heart
I'm so bloody messed up
I don't know where to start sick of hurting
I tried so hard, I'm not falling in love

Don't go hiding behind the same old disguise
Caught up in a place that holds u frozen inside
I burned the sky so you could find your way

You leave me here in the dark bleeding

Drowning under a desert of brain
And I going insane?
Does it matter?
Im craving something much warmer than steel
Tell me why do I feel I'm together

I'm not falling in love
I'm falling apart
And I'm getting confused
Cause I'm loosing my heart
I'm so bloody messed up
I don't know where to start sick of hurting
I tried so hard I'm not falling in love

Looking over an ocean of pain
If I took all the blame would it matter?

I'm not falling in love
I'm falling apart
and I'm getting confused
Cause I'm loosing my heart
I'm so bloody fucked up
I don't know where to start, sick of hurting
I tried so hard

Im falling apart
Im falling apart