Still wanting

I'm feeling smothered by the silence
My world is turning inside out
Wreck less promises gone violent
No love was left behind

While you are sweet and gently sleeping
My heart is buried underground
Decayed and lifeless barely beating
Dying just to rise

I'm drowning, consumed I'm, addicted
I'm still wanting you
Abandoned
I'm shouting
Nothing matters I'd still die for you

You left me drying on the doorstep
Jaded angels wonder why
Was it to much to see me weeping
You never said goodbye

I'm drowning, consumed I'm, addicted
I'm still wanting you
Abandoned
I'm shouting
Nothing matters I'd still die for you

If you heard, heard me, and you hurt me, hurt me
Heard me, heard me, but I'm still wanting you

You heard me, hurt me
Why can't I leave you like you left me
Why can't I make you feel an ounce of pain

I'm drowning, consumed I'm, addicted
I'm still wanting you
Abandoned
I'm shouting
Nothing matters I'd still die for you