Misunderstanding maybe

I know I don't make things that easy,
Complication is my middle name,
It's not that easy for me,
I'm so afraid,
Can I say sorry?
For everything that comes along with me?
With all the disappointments,
I promise there is something worth keeping.
I don't deserve you for a moment,
What exactly do you see in me?
It must be from the inside,
The surface has just deepened
Can I say I'm sorry?
For everything that comes along with me,
With all the disappointments,
I promise there is something worth keeping.
I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry!
I'm sorry for the person that I could never be,
It's been so hard to show you,
The one you'd like to see,
I'm sorry for the weakness,
I wish I could be strong,
I hope someday that I can make up all that I've done.
All I've done
So just carry on.
can I say I'm sorry?
For everything that comes along with me?
With all the disappointments,
I promise there is something worth keeping,
Catch me now I'm falling,
Short of everything,
I'm trying to be,
And it's time to notice,
I promise there is something worth keeping