Heaven or hell

I was the one who condemned him to die
I was the one who blasphemed his name
I was the one who laughed when I saw evil on the earth
I thought I was strong and that others didn't matter
When I saw the place I was blindly headed, fear gripped my soul
I saw that hell existed! But when I heard your name, a door opened to Heaven
I saw that heaven existed! I want to live there forever
With you life is easier. I know you are always close when I need you
You are mightier than Lucifer the liar. May souls are still in prison,
Only you give true freedom