What can i do?

I've been staring at the sun,
Cuz it's the only thing I know
That's still warm and bright.
I should be wailing at the moon,
Cuz I've been kicked out like a dog.
All cold and alone at night.
Who would have ever thought I'd lose you?
It's something that you made up in your mind.
I've got your better years
Cuz lately you're no prize.
Why look for love right here?
There's nothing in your eyes.

What could I do to make you cry?
What could I do to make you cry?
What could I do to devastate your heart?
Or, what could I do to win your love?

I've been drinking you away.
Oh I'm drowning in a vodka