I woke up too late

I could have wasted my big chance
spent my dime and never heard the thunder
Pissed away my innocence
half a brain ago I walked on water
I'm own worst enemy
the last of all my friend to know it
Dreams were metting in my hands
now there's nothing left to show for it
Chasing after myself
I'm all out of breath
Waiting for something to happen
and I lost my place
ten thousand ways to be one
with the circle of fate
and summer's gone and I woke up too late
Anytime I get too far
the lights go out and I jump out of the window
Motivation overload
Am I some kind of joke to choke the motor
I could have wasted my big chance
spent my dime and never heard the thunder
Pissed away my innocence
half a brain ago I walked on water
Will I be young forever
Or the last man left behind