Cold (but i'm still here)

Hello, I'm your martyr, will you be my gangster?
Can you feel my trigger hand, moving further down your back?
When you hide, hide inside that body
But just remember that when I touch you
The more you shake, the more you give away

Cold, but I'm still here, blind, 'cause I'm so blind, say never
We're far from comfortable this time
Cold, now we're so cold, mine, and you're not mine, say never
We're far from obvious this time

Wait, another minute here, time will kill us after all
Now can you feel its second hand wrapped around your neck
So fall into my eyes and fall into my lies
But don't you forget
The more you turn away, the more I want you to stay

Cold, but I'm still here, blind, 'cause I'm so blind, say never
We're far from comfortable this time
Cold, now we're so cold, mine, and you're not mine, say never
We're far from obvious this time

You're so endearing, you're so beautiful,
Well I don't look like they do, and I don't love like they do
But I don't hate like they do
Am I ever on your mind?

Cold, but I'm still here, blind, 'cause I'm so blind, say never
We're far from comfortable this time
Cold, now we're so cold, mine, and you're not mine, say never
We're far from obvious this time

Cold, you broke me from the very first night
I'd love you 'til the day that I die
We're far too comfortable this time
Cold, I loved you from the very first night
You broke me 'til the day that I die
I'm far too obvious this time