Caught in a lie

Never been so unsure
Never felt so torn
In a way, i've been blind
Should have seen, should have known
The shallow myths of you

Cant believe i put my trust in you
Cant believe i opened up for you
In a way, ive been blind
Lost my words, lost my way
But i was led (or 'there'?)

Did you think it would pass unnoticed
With the hope id be caught in your lie
Was your wish that i'd be the only

With the nails sinking in through my palms
And the weight of deceit on my arms
Gazing out at a sky, that pained me(?) just like fire
And i know, salvation reached (?) the liars

Wont confront the reasons behind the failure
Cause they're trying to make me find the way you are behind the
Deceiving eyes pretending

Your not it, you're not him

Did you think it would pass unnoticed
With the hope id be caught in your lie
Was your wish that i'd be the only
Who's worth your sacrifice?