Home in despair

Again the Sky Has Fallen Down On Me
Once More a World Has Crumbled Down and Over Me

And Yet in Some Twisted Way
I Enjoy My Misery
And in Some Strange Way
I Have Grown Together With My Agony

I Feel Home in Despair For I Dwell in Grief
And I Feel Home When the Air's Too Thick to Breathe
And I Feel Home Anywhere Human Lives Are Going Down the Drain

For As Long As I Remember Life Has Been Hard
I Guess They Have "Misery" Written Somewhere in My Stars

For I Have Mourned For So Damn Long…
That I've Forgotten What It Was For
Everything Has Gone So Wrong
That I Really Couldn't Think of Anything More

I Feel Home in Despair For I Dwell in Grief
And I Feel Home When the Air's Too Thick to Breathe
And I Feel Home Anywhere Human Lives Are Flowing Down the Drain

I Feel Home in Despair For I Dwell in Grief
And I Feel Home When the Air's Too Thick to Breathe
And I Feel Home Anywhere the Light of Day Is Drowned in Heavy Rain

Yet I Know the Worst Is Still to Come