Chaotic state of addiction

Keep an eye upon my eyes
Keep your body behind my body
Keep the strength that won't let me down
Keep my creepy awareness

Far away from me
Chaotic state of addiction
The deconstruction of this healthier state
This state of illness

Bring me some future goal
This state of blindness
Can show me the path
I can't live without it anymore

I can't stand my life looking the past
Keep chaotic state of addiction
The only way I can survive
Existence through deep dependency

The huge level of highness
It will blow my veins
Keep this syringe stock on me
I want all the substance on my brain
It is what a fuck you call oxygen