The delusion

Dusk falls outside my window
As I turn into the other me
In my sleep I leave myself
And become totally free

In this state of subconsciousness
It feels so wonderful to hate
I can't resist the tempting feeling
For the emotions to overtake

Oh God, I want to see you suffer
The pain you caused reversed on to you
Almost real, but still a dream
Without a sound, I can hear you scream

Every breath brings me further
Inside my vengeful mind
The trust I gave, you threw away
You killed my self esteem with a smile

I fight myself to forgive you
But I couldn't hate you more
Every night I see you die
No kiss goodnight, just goodbye

Oh God, I want to see you suffer
The pain you caused reversed on to you
You took it all, so I'll take your life
A dream of blood and a stabbing knife

Oh God, I want to see you suffer
The pain you caused reversed on to you
Almost real, but still a dream
Without a sound, I can hear you scream

Oh God, I want to see you suffer
The pain you caused reversed on to you
You took it all, so I'll take your life
A dream of blood and a stabbing knife