Inside of me

Another hour falls
Attention-defect whores like me
Can't figure out what's real
Of all they see
My head is empty now
The space that once held all my dreams
Can't figure out what's me
Of all I see

Deep inside this hole
Seems I lost my soul some time ago
Inside this hole
Deep inside of me
Seems I lost my soul
Nowhere to be seen
Inside of me

Crumbling under weight
Of all the fear and hate in me
Can't tell you how I feel
It's all I keep

Admiration distorts
Always broken, of sorts
Nothing real inside of me