Taking pain in large doses

So slowly things will change
Sometimes they do somehow
We're falling while we rise
We're always upside down
The porchlight keeps on flickering
You say you'll be alright
Nobody knows what's gonna be
I just know about tonight

You say the world is weak
But so are we
The knife inside your back
Stabbed by me
You say the world is weak
But so are we
The wounds that will not heal
Inside of me

Whenever I could smile
Whenever I was me
Just falling up the stairs
My light: refracted beams
The spiderwebs kept building up
To shortly block my way
The day had fled, the day had moved myself
Away from me