My apocalypse ii

I've walked this road of misery
That's where I found my comfort
So I pick and chose my company
But one is a lonely number
I am all I've got
This is the breaking ground of what you are not

What happened to me again
I'm slipping through the cracks
I've seen the light, the afterlife
Of reliving my past
And when will it ever stop?
It's very clear, my biggest fear is falling from the top
Falling from the top

I've had my days where I found peace
But I am falling back down
And I want to believe that the grass is green
There's only one way to find
Over and over and over again
This is unbelievable
From this day on, I am all I've got

What happened to me again
I'm slipping through the cracks
I've seen the light, the afterlife
Of reliving my past
And when will it ever stop?
It's very clear, my biggest fear is falling from the top

All I want is to be adored
Find someone who wants nothing more
When I was young, dishonored and pushed away
And that's why I wanted all this fame
(Wanted all this fame)
But you're to blame

Over and over and over again, and again
I'm slipping through the cracks
I've seen the light, the afterlife
Of reliving my past
And when will it ever stop?
It's very clear, my biggest fear is falling from the top
Falling from the top
Falling from the