Falling up

Is this another complication I face?
Here is the mistake coming back to catch me
To you I hold

Now I know that I'm alive
All the loneliness is filled by you inside

And as I finally breathe the air
You open up my eyes and now I'm alive

The lesson in breathing, is never using control
Seconds to misplaced i've never been so unsure

To the heights there is hope
It's been waiting all along