Back to madness

I'm feeling the fear starting to rise
Blood runs cold through my veins
I hear voices all the time
So much pain inside my head
I have lived this torment before
And I know it's happening again
Everything seem out of control
The fear is growing Into the Mind
I see ... The madness calling me
I feel ... A shiver in my spine
Living in this prision
I'm back to madness
The meaning of life will get lost
With the pain in my heart and my soul
Suffering with dehuman touch
My mind never had a true rest
I see ... One chance waiting for me
I feel ... The flame inside me
My life has no reason
I'm back to madness