Love forever

I think I loved you too much
I know you hear me so why did you leave?
You said you'd always be here but now, all I do is cry..
But I know one day we'll be back together again
I love you forever
For sometime now I lived on without you
Like nothing was the matter
I was okay.. like the promise we made on your last day
I lived without you in my mind.
But I think I'm still searching helplessly
For your scent that still remains
I'm back at your last place wallowing in my sadness.

I think I loved you too much
I can't escape this pain you left me in,
I'll be waiting for you again though I know you can't come back to me Even though you're no longer in this world
Yes, it was stupid of me.

I went out with you not knowing the least bit of your illness.
I still remember that beautiful smile -
The smile you tried to show me instead of tears
On the day you left.
I can't erase it from my mind.
You left, leaving me in loneliness.
But I'll love you forever and ever.

Your spirit still remains at this beach
I've come to after such a long while
Why do you have such a pained expression?
Were you waiting for me?
I couldn't take you out of my mind,
I was restless that whole time
I want to confess to you,
That's why I brought myself back to this beach we were at together
Even though I can't see you again
I don't want any other love anymore.
Promise me that you'll be praying for me from that distant place when I am in sadness.

I think I loved you too much
I can't escape this pain you left me in,
I'll be
waiting for you again though I know you can't come back to me Even though you're no longer in this world
Because I loved you so much,
I am forever living in this pain you left
Though you can never come back, I'll still be waiting,