Much like falling

When I said good morning,
I was lying,
I was truly thinking of,
How I might quit waking up,

He pointed out how selfish,
It would be kill myself,
So I keep waking up,

It feels so much like falling,
Dying while I wait to die,
The fear of something or nothing,
Lonely empty lie,

I don't want to be a liar,
I don't want to be selfish anymore,
I want so much to change,
Learning your love everyday,
There's still so much to know,

You grip my wrists,
I let go,

It feels so much like falling,
Separated from the fear,
Aware of a destination far away from here,

It feels so much like falling,
Separated from the fear,
Aware of a destination far away from here,
Far away from here.