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I lost my family, I lost my friends
I lost my money and I lost my sense
I lost faith and I lost hope

All the things I built I went and broke
I lost myself, I lost my mind
I lost my patience and I don't know why

My dignity, integrity, my way of acting sensibly
My rationale and peace, I lost my silence and my sleep
And yeah we've all lost someone, and yeah they're gone for good
And yeah it's fucking lonely

And yeah, we all die too