Still has a hold on me

Seven years ago we met under the stars above
And right now I must admit that night I had fallen in
love.
For when you looked at me and I at you
I became confused not knowing what to do.

The night was young and I saw no escort by your side.
I said to myself "There must be a valid reason why".
Finally words were exchanged
but an engagement ring killed the confidence I had
gained.

Pre-hook

It was so unfortunate for me at that time 'cause the
two of you got married.

Hook

I should've told you that I loved you when I had my
chance
and maybe now we would be more than just the best of
friends
but at the time it seemed you were in love
and my chances with you were slim to none.
Love oh love your love still had a hold on me.

The marriage is over and he left you with four young
kids
and now you're blaming yourself for the foolish things
he did.
You're contemplating turning gay
'cause he contaminated your heart and walked away.

Pre-hook

I sort of feel responsible because I didn't push the
issue to let you know&ldots
I didn't let you know (hook)