Wasting my time again

I waste my time
I waste my life
Thinkin' how i grown up
Wondering if the things've been different
Now my friends've gone, i feel alone
So far away from all my dreams
Don't know if i used to be a happy guy
Today i know i'm bored and down

What the hell can i do?
My father says to get a job
But i don't have to care
Because my girl will pay the bills
What the hell can i do?
Because everyday i waste my time
Like an idiot

I'm so bored
I'm so down
I don't know
What i need