Finally see

I stare down at the ground that's under me
What has become of me? My life is crumbling
It's almost like you knew how to fuck with me
You've taken enough from me, you try to ruin me

I feel alive cause? Below like there's no hope
I'm dying alone and I'm solo
I'm tryna show another side of me I hide, denying to know
I feel your knife slicing my throat like a choke hold
You're trapped in the rope as I grow cold
I'm fighting to hold another part of me inside
I'm finding control

Everytime you say, you don't believe in me
It doesn't mean a thing, I won't go quietly
Everytime you say that nothing lasts for me
Look and you'll finally see what's inside of me

I thought that bleeding would be the time for me
Make something last for me, it was stressin' me
But now I'm leaving behind the last of me
The part that's affecting me, the part that was my destiny

I feel alive cause? Below like there's no hope
I'm dying alone and I'm solo
I'm tryna show another side of me I hide, denying to know
I feel your knife slicing my throat like a choke hold
You're trapped in the rope as I grow cold
I'm fighting to hold another part of me inside
I'm finding control

Everytime you say, you don't believe in me
It doesn't mean a thing, I won't go quietly
Everytime you say that nothing lasts for me
Look and you'll finally see what's inside of me

Look and you'll finally see what's inside of me
Look and you'll finally see what's inside of me