Chameleon (nexus 6)

Burning,
empty,
misplaced feeling.
Die.
The pain,
stings so acutely
that i can't see
your violence against violence,
violence against violence,
violence against violence,
has never solved
anything for you.
I thought that i
would be fine.
But now,
i know it's all gone.
Your blade thrusts out
and cuts me deep.
I can't even
recognize myself
in your eyes.
No one gets in because
the abuse is mine.
No one gets in safe inside.