Somewhere between happiness and the bottom of the lake

I never got the chance to say goodbye
Let alone spend a day with you without a fight
In the months leading up to the end of your life
We were both sick and bed-ridden I remember that night
Momma said: Daddy is gone
I tried to wake him but he won't his skin was ice cold
Called 911 with my phone
And with the blink of an eye my life changed I was grown
How could you leave me alone
But fuck what I feel bitch you left my lil brother alone
Momma sold all that she owns
Just to take brother and make a new home in the north east
Coast
Yet again I'm alone
Packed my belongings into my ford Taurus and watched
Boy meets world in what was our family room

Never again will we sit all together
Never again will we all live together
You're gone
When you left I was free
Yet you still haunt me