I won't accept the way you act

I won't accept the way you act
You lie, it's written across your face
For a minute step in my shoes
Life's a gamble born to lose
Push me till I've fucking cracked
Don't expect me to ever come back
Yesterdays heroes have paid their dues
I guess you'll have to grow up soon
How will you deal on your own
All you can do is blame it on yourself
How will you deal on your own
Now that I am gone
Is it time to accept it
Nothing keeps me from holding on
Tired, sick, and hating
The results of efferts gone so wrong
Don't expect me to
For me to be so much bigger than this
There's not enough in me
I have come undone
The last time I trusted
The world looked me in the eyes
Opened it's fucking mouth
And fed me lies
No more trust to give it all
No mistakes to make as I come undone
I won't give it away anymore
I won't give it to anyone