Losing grip

I'm not a piece in your war
There was a person in me
That I can't see anymore

I hear the voices in my head
They keep me up at night
Screaming that I'm good as dead

Say my name
The word is toxic in your voice
Play this game
It isn't like we have a choice

But something deep inside still feels wrong
My mind and soul don't match, what's going on?
The colors blur before my eyes
Consuming truth, sharpening lies

The person in the mirror isn't me
I'm losing grip of who I used to be
Break me out, I'm not alive
There's nothing left of me inside

Fueled by the hatred in my blood
Paired with the images
Of a war that can't be won

My heart is throbbing in my chest
I think I love you until
The voices rise again

Stay with me
There's something I know in your eyes
I'm afraid
Somehow it's louder than the lies

But something deep inside still feels wrong
My mind and soul don't match, what's going on?
The colors blur before my eyes
Consuming truth, sharpening lies

The person in the mirror isn't me
I'm losing grip of who I used to be
Break me out, I'm not alive
There's nothing left of me inside

I think I love you
But I don't know who you are
Your name is in me
It's buried deep inside my heart

I choose to fight with you instead
My friends and family are dead
I'm more than a piece in his game
He was the spark, we are the flame

But something deep inside still feels wrong
My mind and soul don't match, what's going on?
The colors blur before my eyes
Consuming truth, sharpening lies

The person in the mirror isn't me
I'm losing grip of who I used to be
Break me out, I'm not alive
There's nothing left of me inside

I'm not a piece in your games