Words unsaid

When did the smoke and mirrors clear?
When did innocence disappear?
Where are the windows on my walls?
Why can't I catch you when you fall?

My eyes are clear and I'm awake
Can't find a way to leave this place
Illusioned light faded to dark
When did everything fall apart?

I'd give my life a thousand times
To give yours back to you
There's so much that I never said
So much you'll never get to do

Your blood is lathered on my hands
That I will never understand
I'm sorry for the words unsaid
I'm sorry I left you for dead

My timing was a bit too late
Deafening silence in your wake
Down on my knees, I tried to scream
Not caring who was listening

My worst nightmares have come to life
They keep me awake every night
I wasn't there, I should have been
You trusted me, I sent them in

I'd give my life a thousand times
To give yours back to you
There's so much that I never said
So much you'll never get to do

Your blood is lathered on my hands
That I will never understand
I'm sorry for the words unsaid
I'm sorry I left you for dead

I tried to take your stolen life
And now I'm locked away
Don't know if it was wrong or right
But it means nothing today

I'm sorry for the words unsaid
I'm sorry I left you for dead
My word is nothing, locked in here
My sanity has disappeared

I'd give my life a thousand times
To give yours back to you
There's so much that I never said
So much you'll never get to do

Your blood is lathered on my hands
That I will never understand
I'm sorry for the words unsaid
I'm sorry I left you for dead