Miss you more than anything

I've been trying my hardest but it's not good enough
I'm back where I started when life was tough on me
There's only so much you can do when it's started
Pull away pull away just pull away
You can try to no avail to discard it
Go away go away just go away just go away

Solved all of my problems for everyone but me
How is that a solution or recovery
There's only so much you can do when it's started
Pull away pull away just pull away
You can try to no avail to discard it
Go away go away just go away just go away just go away
I've done it again
Let down my closest friend at least he used to be
Until I pushed you away
You'll never understand and I'll never understand
How I could do these things
When I miss you more than anything

I stopped my ill behavior
And I'm up off the floor
It didn't stop the pain
It cleared the way for more, much more
There's only so much you can do when it's started
Pull away pull away just pull away
You can try to no avail to discard it
Go away go away just go away just go away
I've done it again
Let down my closest friend at least he used to be
Until I pushed you all away from me
You'll never understand I don't understand
How I could do these things
When I miss you more than anything
I've done it again
Let down my closest friend at least he used to be
Until I pushed you far away from me
You'll never understand cause I'll never understand
How I could do these things
When I miss you more than anything