Truth hits you

Reality slapped me in the face
Got to give up my dreams by now
Reality was like a kick in the teeth
Cant afford to loose up for now

When will i realize
Truth hits you
Every fucking day
Evil is actually a part of me.

My mind is spilling excuses
As my thoughts run down the drain
My body is a constant refusal
To the things that you cannot repair

Time to wake the bastard in me
Time for you to see
What i am able to be