Mental force

Open the night, feel the dark
In emptiness I drown
Nocturnal ways, illogical applied
Reveal the silent quandary
Explore the weakness to overcome the bounds
Of this shadowed maze
A dynamic process of dreaming and searching
Egocentric and absurdly deformed

I am the restless, reaping the dawn
Never satisfied
I am the sceptic, inquiring the mind
Perpetual perplexed

In the naked gardens I'm desperate and sad
In quest of truth and wisdom, a confining misery
In the frost of endless languor I'm longing to be dead
The screening of perception, a deceiving tragedy

Conquering the heights of true entity
Eager to discover
To watch the place where those cannot see
Disclose the last eternity
Squaring the land for mental desires
To reach the blooming sky
Noetic conclusions to nourish the greed
For intellectual supremacy

I am the hunting, seeking to prove
What you feel to deny
I'm the resisting, confuting your words
Meaninglessly repeated

Despite ancient feelings I try to conceive
The macabre of reality
Bearing the pain that logic hurts
To defeat simplicity

North from the sun I profess my guilt
To look beyond horizons but feel no regret
Possessed by fantasies of final predictions
Break the spear of lunacy, I'm renewing destiny