She goes off at night

she goes off at night,
never in the day,
to jesus knows where,
and seek vibrations,
???,
in grand teacups,
for she is the queen,
where has she been.
step out from the sheild,
hiding from the dreams,
where she has to bear,
the realization of ?never being?,
?the moon? spinning,
with messages ?burned?,
what has she heard.