That you may be gracious

Lord I've been rebellious
And I've taken counsel,
I've devised my own plans,
Adding sin to sin.
Put my trust in shadows,
Wanting to hear smoothness,
I'm humiliated,
And I am ashamed.

Disgrace, dishonor,
It makes me wonder
Why you keep on waiting.
A pole a banner, my life, your manner, That you may be gracious unto me.

Quiet confidence,
To dwell in your tents
And to eat at your table.
Done more than pardoned,
Made me your son
That you may be gracious unto me.