Clipped

I'm never gonna talk about it
I'm never gonna think about it
I'm gonna swallow hard
This couldn't ever happen, it didn't ever happen to me
But somehow it did
Did I deserve it?

If you're as sick as your secrets
Then I predict disaster
If you're as sick as your secrets
You should know the answer

I'll fold the sheets into place
I'll unpick the apple
I'll make a fuss if I want , this is my disaster
An ambush that I was never meant to see
This is a big mess that I just couldn't keep to myself

I'm never gonna go, never ever go back, I'm not safe
I don't want to go tomorrow, I want to run away
I'm gonna blame myself, I'll always blame myself for this
An impressive show of ignorance