It just don't matter now

For years I've lived without a meaning
I've lost faith in dreams somehow
I'm so sick and tired of scheming
I guess it just don't matter now

All my life I've been a loser
It seems that fate has made a vow
That I will never know contentment
But it just don't matter now

Yes I knew the day I lost you
But could not face fact, somehow
And I knew just what it cost you
But it just don't matter now

All my heart has lost a feeling
That meant more to me than thou
And I will never say I blame you