You look so happy

We both went to the 12 rods show,
And pretended not to see each other,
The only thing we swore would never happen,
No matter what else did,
And i don't really blame you, i suppose,
Lord knows it was a perfect let down,
But i remember feeling like,
The only people in any crowded room.

I'm still trying to convince myself,
I don't care if you think i'm an asshole,
I'm still trying to convince myself,
I hope you're happy now.

Now you're making jokes at my expense,
Whatever makes you smile,
And holding hands with a formerly mutual friend,
Whatever makes you feel strong.

I'm still trying to convince myself,
I don't care if you think i'm an asshole,
I'm still trying to convince myself,
I hope you're happy now.

When you base your whole identity,
On reaction against somebody,
It's the same as being in love.

You look so happy,
I hope it's not a performance for my sake.

I'm still trying to convince myself,
I don't care if you think i'm an asshole,
I'm still trying to convince myself,
I hope you're happy now.

I'm still trying to convince myself,
I deserve a silent treatment,
I'm still trying to convince myself,
That i never knew you,
I never knew you, oh.

When you base your whole identity,
But i'm asking for your forgiveness,
'cause you know i meant no harm,
And i'm kind of ashamed,
I can't say i behaved well,
But i'm asking for your forgiveness,
'cause you know i meant no harm,
And i'm kind of ashamed.