About to blow

Please don't ask me why I'm feeling bad
And also don't ask what I'm doing all alone
I'm trying to be nice with you all
But my mood is changing fast I can't control

I'm about to blow - I'm feeling sad
I think I´ll do something stupid

I'm living through this for a long time
And everyday I change my mind about myself
What I really need si some peace
A peace that I get everynight when I go to sleep

I'm about to blow - I'm feeling sad
I think I'll do something stupid
Why should I control myself and try
To do something I don't want to?

I let these things behind me and I´ll go on

I'll live my life just like I did
Yesterday now it's done
No thanks, I can't have this anymore
Now I'll taste something new, something fresh
So everyday I'll be with you