Still don't know

Why love and hate are always together?
Specially when we have to make some decision
Close your eyes and you wil feel
Everything that you could not share when you were just a kid
I´ll make it clear for yourself
The best I could do was not enough for me
You´ve learned from the best

(you´ve learned from the best)
I had pain,I was confused
(you´ve learned form the best)
how far can I go when I´m far away from myself?
(you´ve learned form the best)
just take me as I am
(you´ve learned from the past)

The pain is back and you can´t sleep again
You cannot stop thinking but this time you got some hope
I try to fall asleep but I can´t
Maybe with some alcohol
You can help me
You can hate me
Please take me as I am

The best I could do was not enough for me...