Holden caulfield syndrome

I've tried to just blend in
In retrospect, I don't wanna fit inside your little coffin
It's so safe
But I don't wanna die a bastard
with no face

It's not fair
It's not right
They're so phony
I can't fight
The urge to throw up
It's hard to grow up when you're surrounded by assholes
Fuck you and you're letters

I've tried to just be real
It didn't work
I couldn't feel anything from anyone
I'm so scared
Cause I don't want to die a bastard
unprepared

It's not fair
It's not right
They're so phony
I can't fight
The urge to throw up
It's hard to grow up when you're surrounded by assholes
Fuck you and you're letters