Wish me gone

Saw things I shouldn't have. I made a fool of myself.
It didn't have to hurt me quite as much as it did.
Knowing the things you said, knowing they're probably half-lies,
Made to make a girl smile, doesn't make it alright,
Doesn't make it fine.

Oh what does she say to make you light up this way?
I'd say it too, if only that way open to me.

Ba ba bada ba ba
See me on one knee to you.
Ba ba bada ba ba
Shedding all my pride for you.
Ba ba bada ba ba
Trying to see if you wish me gone.

You don't apologies for having told so many lies.
You would have to be saying sorry for a whole day.
She's not so different. She's just a newer type of me.
With a better haircut. is that all you wanted?
Is it all you want?

Oh what does she say to make you light up this way?
I'd say it too, if only that was open to me.

Ba ba bada ba ba
See me on one knee to you.
Ba ba bada ba ba
Shedding all my pride for you.
Ba ba bada ba ba
Trying to see if you wish me gone.

Love me, loathe me.
Hold me, hate me.
Kiss me, kill me.
But say that you don't ever want to lose me.

Oh what does she say to make you light up this way?
I'd say it too, if only that was open to me.