Homesick for a place that does not exist

It feels so good it's so intense
I wish that this would never end
Eternity starts here and now
I wanna hold it but I don't know how

It's so warm, I know it heals
All the joy which it reveals
Eternity starts here and now
I wanna hold it but I don't know
I'll keep my peace, so be at ease

It feels so great, it breaks away
From scars and insecure barriers
I wish I could stay here
To keep this peace, to be at ease

I'm homesick for a place
That does not exist
I'm breaking down, I'm breaking down
And on the day I don't wake up
I wish that I was there
I'm breaking down, I'm breaking down

Bright colours for soul salvation
The real thing wins over masturbation
Sweet sounds whispering soft
I'll keep this peace, I'll be at ease

I'm homesick for a place
That does not exist
I'm breaking down, I'm breaking down
And on the day I don't wake up
I wish that I was there
I'm breaking down, I'm breaking down

Everytime I try, I die a little
Everytime I cry, I die a little
Everytime I say goodbye, I die a little
I'll keep this peace, I'll be at ease

I'm homesick for a place
That does not exist
I'm breaking down, I'm breaking down
And on the day I don't wake up
I wish that I was there
I'm breaking down, I'm breaking down