Stand or walk away

was told that life is beautiful,
Well i'm not looking through those eyes,
Wished upon a star and watched it fall away,
Well that's just one more thing, that could never be forever,
Everything i touch turns to the opposite of gold,
It could be shit, it could be coal, that's just the way it goes,
Do i lead them astray, do i push them all away,
I feel so cold, from the exit of my soul
Don't know whether i should kill or cry,
Don't know if i should live or die,
Should i stand or walk away
Don't know whether i should be myself or change
Hold my ground or re- arrange should i stand or walk away
I've been told that we live and learn,
As i look through tear-soaked eyes,
I'm full of scars but i'm not made of stone,
And my heart's exposed, my transparent life of terror
A sacred promise that's sealed by a ring of gold,
It can't be bought, it can't be sold,
But you have to keep a hold,
Did i t hrow it away, because of my ways,
It feels so cold, now t hat i have lost my soul
Don't know whether i should kill or cry,
Don't know if i should live or die,
Should i stand or walk away
Don't know whet her i should be myself or change
Hold my ground or rearrange
Should i stand or walk away
My stomach aches as i feel the sting that runs through me
Lay my head into my hands,
Falling to the ground,
I look up to the sky,
Please help me find my way back home
Don't know whether i should kill or cry,
Live or die, should i stand or walk away
Don't know whet her i should be myself or change
Rearrange
Should i stand or walk away